When my father died it set off all sorts of emotions, and they pretty much controlled me for a while. But once I began to understand that my father was better off and in a better place, I began to see my life turn around. I have a new instilled hope in everything I did, and I knew I wanted to go back to work.
Cope I guess you could use cope. For a time that was really all I was doing. Coping however is not the most healthy thing in the world. Eventually you overcome that and grieve. And grieving, that came out mostly through music. Of course there were a lot of late nights in there as well. *Laughs*
It just felt right. When I was making the album the entirety of everything I have seen and done all came together. My father's death ahs a huge impact, and in some way each death I had seen as well. It just felt like the right thing to do.
That's a tough one. I could never see myself leaving nursing, but at the same time If I could share my message and music to people all over and they enjoyed it, it would be hard to turn that down as well. I guess we will just have to see what happens and go from there. Maybe I could be a nurse musician
The most important thing to know when dealing with death is that it doesn't have to be this crazy end of your life time.