At first, I acted drowsy, although I was really feeling drowsy that time. I held a book, pretended to read and dropped it from time to time to get their attention. I saw them peeped and nearly laughed when I dropped the book. Then, after dropping the book three times, I finally bowed my head and slouched over the book. I waited for two minutes before making a snoring sound. Indeed, after a long snore, I heard the girls giggled. I continued to snore for about three minutes and heard them laugh and that time I somewhat enjoyed what I was doing. I continued for another two minutes and snored louder so I heard the girls laughed louder. One of them could not control her laughter so she stood up and went to the shelves. The other who was left tried to concentrate in reading. I stopped when she did this and yawned as if I just woke up. When the other girl returned, she was looking at me with a smile on her face so I smiled back bashfully.
The experience of violating a norm taught me two things. First, it is difficult to violate a norm especially at the beginning but one could get used to it later. When I was entering the library, I wanted to back out and think of another act. I was nervous and sweaty, I nearly asked a friend to accompany me. Possibly, my awareness of the norm, along with my values, interfered with my decision to violate the norm. If a two-year old child will visit the library, he will deliberately sleep there because of the quietness and his unawareness of the norms.